^ kERlI hAs a DreAm ^

等待雨后彩虹

2011-11-28T19:54:00.000+08:00

很累

这是我放弃学业，接手生意的第三个月了。。

这三个月里，我努力地让自己学会承担，

但这所有的一切，对只是21岁的我，

似乎有点沉重。

正努力学习中，

先把帐目学好，再去了解铁料，五金是我目前的计划。

我不敢说自己没有恨任何人，因为我并不伟大。

但我真正恨的，只有一位。

我恨她，

因为她的无情，因为她的反复无常

我赔上了我的未来，我的梦。

虽然我懂她跟我们并没有任何关系，

她有权利决定自己的人生，

但是说好了却出尔反尔，

这难道对了吗？

我有时会想知道，

当初在她做这个决定时，有没有想过她的决定会影响到别人？

虽然我跟她没有任何关系，

但毕竟也相处了整十年了，不是吗?

现在的她，对我而言，

她只是一位凶手，刽子手。

她间接地杀了我的梦，我原本所应该拥有的未来。

在这三个月里，有一个人给了我短暂的一场梦。

但现在，似乎到了梦醒时分。

我不怪你，

但我希望不要再有第二次，

在你还没有真正的下好决定之前，

请你别许下任何承诺，

你不懂，希望毁灭的时候对别人所造成的伤害。。

你许诺，你给我希望，

但最后你真正给我的就只有第二度的伤害，

你明白我的感受吗？

不想变得情绪化，

但是有时我真的觉得很累。。

听见别人自以为是的判断，

看着别人的毕业照等等，

我不可能没有任何感觉。

有时候，我真的很想就放弃算了，

但是我不能，

我的大脑不允许我自私任性。

雨后，希望真的会有彩虹。

加油！

2011-10-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

好不容易有假期，当然是趁这个机会跟他去玩玩啦。。

而这一次的目的地就是我最最最爱的地方----

金马伦高原！！

星期六放工准备好后我们便出发了，

因为要争取时间，

老实说，我们时时刻刻都在跟时间抢时间，

因为能够相处的时间真的不多。。^^

在第二天，我们就先去帮我的宝贝洗白白先，

因为前天晚上中了很多“头奖”

n嗯。。。。老实说，他还比我更疼我的车

那些人真的是很慢，

不过算了吧，慢工出细货，我们就等咯。。。

在等的时候，

他就变成我的模特儿了！！　哈哈～

他讲他很丑，

哎呀，我也没有好到哪里去咯。。　=w=

我们的情侣戒^^

金马伦真的很不错，

没有繁忙的步伐，逼死人的气息，热死人的天气

w我真的爱死它了！！

z在那里，我不用赶上赶下，

可以用自己最舒服的步调去生活。

在晚上，我为他准备了小小惊喜

s虽然没什么创意，

但是我弄到也很累的咯，哈哈。。。

因为真的很想为他做些什么的，

他真的对我很好。。

hope you like it~ <3

他买了一只猪给我哦。。

或许是嫌我在车上太吵了，

所以买给我，要我静静睡觉。。ｈａｈｈａ。。

谢谢你的体贴。。

我们都是虎姑婆！！

i love you~

sorry for being late

2011-10-28T20:52:00.000+08:00

sorry for being late~

but here is my babe~~

little purple!!! <3

update again~

2011-10-18T20:54:00.000+08:00

thanks for your reply

appreciate-ing >///<

hahaha~

yaya... now let him done his assignment 1st

after he done then keep kacau him

hahha...

huhuhu... i don't have the chance to become teacher dy lu..

because the clerk absent today

in our opinion,

she can't suit herself to this jobs, maybe

so.. everything become same now..

although there are a lot of jobs every day,

but i became FAT already!!!!

arrrggghhhhh!!

this really make me so headache =(

so, i'm diet-ing now, hhaah..

recently, my sis keep teach me do exercise at nite

hahah...

perhaps i can reduce my size.. =.='''

hahhaha...

prays for me ya ^^

erm... my result ok lu..

satisfy about it..

3.8, quite pretty number,

bt it suits u more...

38, hahha... =p

i think i will post the photo by tomorrow~

stay tuned... ♥

*stay happy*

WE CAN DO IT!!! ^^

update

2011-10-17T23:03:00.000+08:00

Another same daily life for me today..

nothing special

except i become a "small teacher" today..

hahha...

my dad hire a new malay clerk already,

but she still new,

so there are a lots of things that she haven't know yet..

i have to teach her all of that..

i'm not sure that i can do it well

because i'm not pro,

i still have a lots of things that i don't know in this business..

i ask myself,

what can i teach her since i just know half2 oly

but this is my responsibility,

i have to teach also in the end..

hope that i can be a good "teacher"

hopefully...

tell you wat,

tat elton bully me again arr!!

he keep busy busy busy and never gv bit time for me..

u say he bad or not?? issshhhh...

but i know he busy doing his assignment,

can't really blame him too lar...

haha...

just sometimes will feel gt bit lonely

and dunno who i can talk with when i need someone to share..

but it's ok ^^

time flies...

still got few more week then u all finish your 3rd semester dy wor..

haha... how your feel?

oh ya, u also never tell me how your result last sem tim..

but no need ask i also can know your result dy..

believe u ♥

everytime u just scan it then u can go exam dy...

seriously, i really admire you de lor.. haha

add oil ^^

hahaha.. k lar, i want sleep already lu...

but i think the nite is still young for u

so i'm not planning to say good night to you, haha.. =p

*stay happy*

don't worry about me ^^

2011-10-16T23:44:00.000+08:00

really have a long time that i had dissapear from here?

hurmm? hah...

i know it, but i really don't have much time to blogging..

now i know wrong dy,

will try my best

keep update my news here...

because i know,

someone is worry about me,

perhapss? haha...

well..

i'm still ok here, no worries...

but i think i seem like a robot more than human now..

haha.. coz i keep doing the same things everyday.

honestly, i'm not really like it

this type of life =.='''

but this is my choice

i will suffer through it no matter how!!

after stop my studies and working here,

i really realize how happy when i'm still a student

at least i can arrange my time by myself

i can go any place if i wan

sometimes i do have a feeling that i'm selling my freedom

~~sometimes~ *don't worry*

but i think this is my fate

so, i'm trying to accept it.

oh ya, tell u a good newsss!!

haha.. i got my car already!!

altot the car that i get not the car that i order due to some problem..

but i like it too ^^

next time i will show my purple car's photo here

haha.. cant take photo now because "she" really very dirty now

there are a construction program running opposite my home

so, the dustssssssss keep kiss my car

i just wash it around 2pm,

but it become dirty again now.

next monday i gt holiday due to pahang agong bday,

so i will go cameron highland

walk around and release stressssss, haha...

it recall me that time we go bukit ekspo early in the morning

to release our stress for the koc assignment, hahah..

u also must take k at there...

i know it's exam week for u now, so add oil ya ^^

*stay happy*

IU & Seulong - Nagging

2011-09-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

a nice song really

the lyrics are so truly and meaningful

IU & Seulong..

Perhaps i will start notice about them..

heheh <3

confusing

2011-09-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

~~everything run smoothly at the beginning..~~

~~but just a single word...~~

~~ya, it has been destroyed..~~

~~sure i will feel upset,~~

~~we try so hard, we work so hard..~~

~~and finally we get A already,~~

~~but it doesn't last longer..~~

~~i think it drop back to B already..~~

~~even we work so hard , the ending never change..~~

~~God, please tell me what can i do to solve it..~~

random post

2011-09-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time

I do have a DREAM~

a pretty DREAM..

A nice garden

a coffee shop in white

Now, the dream means so far to me..

i'm just a dreamer..

love

2011-04-27T19:15:00.000+08:00

I FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM!!

yoong & hyoon

(yonghwa + seohyun)

♥ = Sweet Potato Couple = ♥

and also....

C.N. BLUE~ ♡

A day full of love~ ♡

update

2011-04-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

Just done with my first final exam paper-- KOC 3301

erm... can't expect high because i didn't study also.. haha..

however, i still hope that can get A for this subject

Back to UPM today and reach at around 2pm

erm...

bus--lrt--ktm--taxi

i hate it...

and i still have to carry my heavy bags..

hate seow kok how so much!!

If u didn't drive your car back UMP,

then i got car come back UPM dy.. @~@

Have to stay at UPM for 2 weeks

then my holiday will be start!!!

hahah =)

I CAN'T WAIT FOR IT!!

my holiday >.<

and my first destination is--- BUKIT TINGGI

hahahha...

perhaps i will go melaka during those 4 months holiday?

and for sure, i will go Cameron Highland on September =w=

but now..

How should i spend this 4 days before my next exam paper?

erm...

study? erm.... me prefer last minute =p

shopping? save save save!!

watch movie? i need "source".. =s

erm.... thinking ~~

will go to The Mines 2ml

with Stephy

to watch a movie, Rio =)

After that?

don't know~

sun

2011-04-22T22:46:00.000+08:00

It's the 6th day i stay at my home

but..

unfortunately, i havent touch a page of my book yet

and in case the exam will be start at next monday

God bless me.. =w=

A lot of things happen this few day..

and seriously,

I almost give up my study already..

i lost my way, lost my dream bla bla bla...

keep crying when i think about it.

but luckily,

everything were over now

and everything are back to normal.. =)

Thanks God !

the rainbow is finally appear after the rain

and i believe

after the rainbow, i can meet with the SUN =)

Good luck everyone and keep smiling =)

update

2011-04-14T13:21:00.000+08:00

Finally i done with all my task !!!

event.. report.. photo.. assignment.... bla bla bla

perhaps i can start my holiday now!

huray!!! *jump*

But actually i still havent sit for my final exam..

and havent settle those Pesta TangLung stuffs...

erm....

Don't think so much first

enjoy my 1 week holiday (actually should be study week ==''')

and the first destination is ---

PULAU KETAM !!!

almost all of us (course-mate i mean) join this trip =)

i can't wait for it already

feel so excited now!!! >.<

badly, we still have a seminar on saturday morning..

we have to attend the seminar before go ketam...

haiz....

what to do? we have no choice.. =s

some more i still have to attend my koko on saturday

just to SIGN my big name

have to rush to the hall after sign...

hope i could manage it

and won't be too rush..

i hate the feeling of rushing.. =(

sleep at 3am+ ytd, or i should say today?

just because of the photosssss !

have done all already actually,

but the document is too big and i can't send it to my fren

so i have to make again!!!

separate them into few doc and send 1 by 1..

haih... so pity lar me

and damn tired...

so, Nadia and Shu Ying!!

Don't forget my ice cream!!!! >.<

ahahahhaha... =p

Still got 1 more event tonight..

PAP gathering and "qing gong"

Actually not really want to go

but have to support my friend, so i join lu..

hahah.. =)

gather at 4.30pm later to go K17..

still have few more hours to go..

so should i take a nap first? or don't?

~ thinking ~

have a nice day

2011-04-11T00:09:00.000+08:00

hang out with my cute roommate -- Natalyn yesterday

actually both of us were very tired

because of the Badminton competition from 8am until 3pm++

but we still go out!!

hahahahahah~~

(ling khee ffk =.=''')

Not to talks about the competition because somethings happen

and we are not very happy about it...

But i'm enjoy it ;)

We go The Mines to watch a movie

actually we plan to watch 单身男女

unfortunately, we didn't see any notice about it at there

and so,

we watch "鬼也笑“ （The Ghost Must be Crazy)

A nice movie

although i'm not open my eye all the time during the movie
actually i'm curious that an i scared by the movie
or by natalyn's sound?
hahah... she keep shout beside me!
hahahaha~~
never watch ghost movie with natalyn if u are not brave enough
hahha..
( i keep promote for her, hahah)
Although it's scary, but really nice!
thumb up**

Because of the movie was started at 9.10pm
so we go had our dinner 1st..
and u guess..
how many foods that we ate?
hahaha...
a lotssssss...
i think we are crazy already =w=
after that we walked around at The Mines
"Shopping" !!!

The movie was finished at 10.50pm..
we want to went out from The Mines and take taxi back hostel
we realized that all the doors were closed!!!
we almost tot that we have to stay overnight at there alrdy..
hahah... but luckily we found a "small door" that was still open at that time..
and we meet a nice and friendly taxi driver
he keep talks about cartoon movie with us in the car,
haha..

After reached our room,
we didn't sleep although we very tired
we painted our nails
play our hair
until 1am++
hahaha......

All in all, I have a nice day with Natalyn!
Love u ♥

~~p/s : thx u, Natalyn =) (stadium...)~~

just blogging

2011-04-07T12:16:00.000+08:00

quite hungry now...

but i really feel so lazy go cafe "da pao"

because for me,

cafe is quite fas away from my block

(sorry for P block students..)

i have nothing to do right now..

and have no idea about what should i do now..

that y i'm here

blogging again~ =))

search for melaka hotel last night...

or maybe this morning?? @@

realize that actually quite expensive de lo..

erm.... but i think we should call for gain a more accurate price...

but..

i dowan be the planner..

1st is because i seldom go melaka

2nd is because i not very sure i can join this trip..

so..

don't ask me be the planner ya... =)

perhaps i should continue play game again..

hhahaha..

keep on gaming this few day =p

Have a nice day, everyone =)

A New Try

2011-04-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

went out with my dear last weekend

long time didn't meet him already..

quite miss him actually

♥ ♥ ♥

Then when we hang out together...

i go cut my hair as what i plan before..

After cut my hair, the stylist recommend me to perm my hair and dye it..

erm...

so, i'm having a new and different look right now =))

This hair totally costs me RM400 !!

perm + cut for RM250, dye for RM100 and treatment for RM100

quite "sam tong" de looo...

and actually i not really very very very like this hair

because i look old than before...

heheh...

and the most important reason is

I dunno how to set it!!

and that why i look like a lion queen now...

hohooh =p

my hair very hurt already and it looks very dry now

i have no idea about it

perhaps i should set some hair product to life it up =)

♥♥ New Try ♥♥

system problem again

2011-03-29T10:10:00.000+08:00

Wake up early in the morning..

when i saw my fren msg

she told me PA activate our account alrdy..!!

the 1st thing i do is on my laptop..

but the result was still same....

i still cant register although my PA activate my account..

really feel so troublesome to this system lo...

y suddenly change system?

plus is change to "this kind" of system oh...

i prefer last time that 1 lo..

no problem..

can choose which group i wan

which lecturer i wan

not like this new system

many problems

can't choose the group and lecturer

just can choose the time...

emmmm....

hello!! faster repair ur system, please..

all of us are still waiting to register our courses.

emo

2011-03-28T13:27:00.000+08:00

waiting alone at foyer

for next class on 2pm..

feel so boring and HOT~

ntg to do at here..

so come to blogging again

although i just blog for last few hours..

hahah...

erm....

keep refresh my smp page..

but the result was still same..

have to wait until my PA activate my account...

I think i have to wait until tomorrow

because he told us before

the system will only be open on 29th~~

but some friends have register already... not same faculty lar...

i think is FBMK system problem lo...

isshhhh...

don't care so much dy

and i did not have mood to care so much dy..

i hate YOU!

ya!

YOU!!

haih...

anyone here for me to express my feeling..?

it's hard to hide it

and

it's hard to smile for me during this moment..

=(((

i need someone can share it with me..

the night

2011-03-28T00:55:00.000+08:00

Time for fighting!!

Ya,again~~

It's time to register courses for next semester

and I think lots of us are sitting in front of our laptop and standby, right?

Unfortunately, the system haven't ready yet..

haih... have to wait until tomorrow morning..

erm... maybe can say is later~

and try see whether can or not..

But..

My PA told me the system open on 29th

dunno~~

I hate the time for register courses...

not because of need to fight for the "seat"

and not also because of the line..

(at least my line still stay pretty now)

erm...

but because of the another reason

u will know the reason, know why if u know me and know what happen

gonna be crazy soon

i guess..

trying to stay strong, perhaps..

huh...

stop thinking!!

ntg to be worry,

don't think so much..

and faster sleep bah

Tea Ker Li!!!

p/s : join awareness run today..

i think i'm crazy already..

and i think everyone that i knew before also think so

including my siblings...

because i will never join this kind of activity during my secondary school time

i hate run and sport as everyone know..

hahh..

i think i had change...

is it good? =)

on relax mood

2011-03-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

huhhhhhh....

FINALLY!!!

ya, it's finally!!

finally suffer through my BBI 2421 midterm and MGM 3180 final

huh.. the MGM i really study till so stress

and almost gonna kill myself dy

oh my god! haha~

went midvally on friday after BBI test

vf Stephy, Gigi and also Winson

haha... went for a movie -- "beastly"

talking about the cartoon "the beauty and the beast"

quite nice movie ^^

eat a lot tat day, i also get a shock when think back..

i think is because got gigi beside me lo, hahaha =p

walk around midvalley and the garden

bought a sport shoes =)

and 'membuat malu' at the garden because of Winson Ng!!!

issshhhh... hahaha

anyway.. nice outing on tat day

because we keep laugh and laugh in the whole day

thx Winson for brings so much happiness for us, hahah..

After reach my room finally..

(ya, finally, we miss 3 ktm!!)

after bath, we watch movie by using my laptop again!! hahha

Burlesque =w=

(p/s : Gigi sleep at my room that day)

have a girl talk till 1am++ like tat

hahah~~ nice talk also vf them =)

i love it! ♥

Then today go out again after exam MGM

hahah... having my dinner at The Mines

vf Stephy and Jonathan tis time

eat burger and tat super size burger make me fel so full

till now!!!

hahah~~

just now Maybe buy "pau" and yakult for me and mei hwa

she buy it at sri serdang when go out with her mummy

so,

i eat AGAIN~

haha.. my stomach really gonna pecah soon!!

i can't imagine that i still need go McD 2ml after DCE class

for breakfast

with Stephy, Gigi, Tiffany and also Jonathan.

huh.. eat too much this few day,

must start diet dy!!!

i will,

but after McD 2ml bah.. hahah =p

疯

2011-03-15T13:55:00.001+08:00

无聊+无意之下进到了fb的其中一page -- 一本好书

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=lf#!/pages/%E4%B8%80%E6%9C%AC%E5%A5%BD%E4%B9%A6/106759659383665

看见了不少的好书介绍。。

突然好想去书店哦！！！

《精准的失控》九把刀

只剩一個月生命的上班族，
飽受霸凌的高中女孩，
想再剪一次頭髮的黑道大哥，
用旅行埋葬秘密的醫生，
為了女神展開逆向穿越的孤男，
一個晚上的因果齒輪，
牽動著無數人的命運。
站在因果的分水嶺上，
那孩子會知道，
渴望著一場普通人生的自己，
即將變得一點也不普通了嗎？

作者：[美]丹·布朗 Dan Brown

哈佛大学符号学家罗伯特•兰登意外受邀，于当晚前往华盛顿美国国会大厦做一个讲座。就在兰登到达的几分钟内，事情发生了匪夷所思的变化。国会大厦里出现了一只人手，三根手指成握拳状，伸直的拇指和食指直指天穹，每根手指上都有具特殊符号学意义的诡异刺青。兰登根据戒指认出这是他最敬爱的导师彼得•所罗门——一位著名的共济会会员和慈善家的手，也辨识出这个手势与其上的刺青结合在一起是表示邀请的一种古老符号，旨在将受邀者引入一个失落已久的玄妙智慧世界。兰登意识到彼得•所罗门已被人残忍地绑架，他若想救出导师，就必须接受这个神秘的邀请。罗伯特•兰登就此猝不及防地被拖入了一个惊人的谜团。是严格遵守自己的承诺，还是先搭救危在旦夕的朋友？是配合中情局号称涉及国家安全的调查，还是协助共济会完成关乎人类福祉的重大使命？兰登屡次陷入选择的困境。然而时间紧迫，他不得不抽丝剥茧，一步步解开这个有关人类文明的最大秘密……

作者：海瑟．古登考夫 Heather Gudenkauf

四歲的那一年，因為家中的一場意外事件，凱莉突然失去了說話的能力。如同一捲空白錄音帶，再也播放不出歡樂天真的兒歌，只剩下無盡沉默。

唯一能從空白中讀懂凱莉的人，不是她最親愛的媽媽與哥哥，不是每週輔導她兩次的老師，而是從小與她一起長大的好朋友，珮翠拉。珮翠拉就像是凱莉的聲音，能替她說出心中所想，更保護她在學校不被欺負。

然而，一個看似尋常的八月清晨，凱莉與珮翠拉卻無故從家中雙雙消失！就在警方準備展開搜索之時，竟看見渾身傷痕累累的凱莉，從附近的森林中逃出，而她，手裡還拿著珮翠拉的項鍊……

《寂寞猎人》宫部美幸

位於東京荒川河堤下的傳統老街，矗立著一家古樸的舊書店，由一對感情濃厚的祖孫倆共同經營。六篇短篇連作以書店為舞台，從日常解謎到殺人事件，所有關鍵都在「書」……

一家鬧鬼的老房子、
一對投海自殺的情侶、
一具裸露在春雨中被支解的殘缺屍體、
一場結婚典禮中被惡作劇亂塗鴉的禮品、
一部未完成的推理小說，

十二年後書中的殺人情節卻在現實生活中一幕一幕地上演，一名默默無名多年來反市場潮流堅持詭計解謎的偵探作家，正當執筆於《寂寞的獵人》的最後關鍵「解謎」時，他卻意外地被大海吞噬………

三張沒有屬名的明信片突然到來，開啟了一連串的凶殺案，電視、報紙、雜誌等媒體的爭相報導，《寂寞的獵人》裡的殺人情節一一出現，沒有結局的二手舊書引起一股騷動，造成社會的搶購。擱置了十二年的「謎」將一步一步地在現實生活中展開……

寂寞、焦慮、貪婪、說謊、自卑、狂大………
一連串的人性弱點，圍繞著古樸的舊書店蔓延開來………

舊書店裡流通的不只是二手書，還有一樁樁人生故事。

身為一家古樸小巧的舊書店店長，
岩老爹與小稔因為書而與不同的人生故事相遇，
在解開一個個謎團的同時，人性也一層層剝落。
一顆顆寂寞的心靈也許會受傷，但也可能被救贖。

「正因為如此，我們渴求人們。正因為如此，我們苦苦追求人與人之間的溫存。」

對照老街的溫暖與都市的冷漠，一本直擊人心最柔軟之處的短篇連作集。

我們都是寂寞的獵人。無家可歸，孤獨地放逐在荒野中。
時而吹吹口哨，然而也只有風聲回應我。
我們都是孤獨的，一個人和另一個人。

岩老爹，受故人之託在荒川橋下經營田邊書店，專售二手書；
稔，十七歲高中生，岩老爹口中「唯一的不成材的孫子」，聰明調皮；
祖孫倆守護著舊書店，守護著每一本珍貴的書，也守護著愛書人孤寂沉靜的心靈。
失蹤、偷竊、殺人與被殺，書裡書外，事件一樁樁上演。在詼諧的對話中，舊書店經營者岩老爹與小稔將如何解謎？原本相處和諧的家庭因小稔的成長而產生誤解，祖孫倆深厚的感情又將面臨什麼樣的考驗？

一部由六篇短篇連作構成的輕鬆逗趣作品，
結局時而光明、時而嚴肅、時而有趣……

作者：尚．德雷 Jean Teule

你的人生很失敗嗎？
有了我們，你的死保證成功！

祖傳10代老字號

找死專賣店
祝您一路好走！

這是一家有口皆碑的老店，代代皆以販賣創意自殺產品著稱，不管你是要切腹、自焚、上吊，還是碰觸式、吸入式、口服式的各種毒藥，這裡都可以完全滿足你的需求。

這個小小的家族企業一直都靠悲傷和苦悶維生，家裡的每個人都愁眉苦臉、了無生氣，他們的人生觀黑暗負面，唯一的目標就是讓所有的顧客都視死如歸，幫助他們輕鬆「上路」。

在老闆屠氏夫婦的精心教養下，大兒子文森（是的，就是跟那位自殺的大畫家梵谷同名）患有嚴重的厭食症，美麗的二女兒瑪蓮（沒錯，靈感正是來自那位自殺的美艷女星瑪麗蓮夢露）則極度缺乏自信，每天都想一死百了。就在這樣一片「愁雲慘霧」中，沒想到卻出了個「不肖子」，熱愛生命的小兒子每天都笑臉迎人，甚至還把店裡的自殺商品偷偷掉包。這樣下去可怎麼得了？老字號的商譽眼看就要?於一旦……

（p/s: 这是我第二本想看的书哦 ^v^)

最想看的书--非这本莫属了！！！

《杀手：价值连城的幸运》

噢我的天啊！

我快疯了！！！！ ^v^

upset

2011-03-13T18:44:00.002+08:00

done my DCE assignment~

but i miss something at my webpage..

arrgghhh...

really so upset now..

y now only i remember...

haih...

now remeber gt wat use?

also publish dy

cant connect to ftp now also

how to change? arrgghhhh...

i hate myself!!!

so careless!!!!!

hope the result wont be so disappointed..

god bless....

home~

2011-03-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

reach my home sweet home around 2pm

hahah..

actually i can just ask the driver stop in front my home

BUT

i sleep!! hahah

and finally, i dunno when the bus pass by my home

and i was awake when the bus almost reach the bus station!!

ishhhh

bo bian lor...

then i call my sis and ask her come temerloh fetch me.. =p

skip my ko-ko

have a friendly match with UKM tomorrow..

but just skip it

because i dowan stay alone at my hostel!!

haha..

hope everything will be ok..

no any problem...

*praying*

get a result..

DCE 3001..

hehehe... quite satisfied about it~~ =)

anyway..

just want to update my blog..

enjoy my time at my home~

thanks god..

i appreciate every single moment that U give~ ♥

test

2011-02-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

will sit for my test tomorrow

1 paper of midterm test-- DCE 3301

consists of 80 questions objective and 5 question subjective.

I had read about it

perhaps? hah~

hope I able to remember all those..

hope I can do well in my test..

hope I can get an excellent result this semester..

because i want to apply JPA!!

Jia you! Jia you!

Keep on Fighting!!

P/s : Good Luck Everyone!~♥

done!

2011-02-24T13:57:00.000+08:00

muahahahahha!!!!!

after suffer for few days....

I HAD DONE MY ASSIGNMENT!!!

although i havent start do the abstract..

in fact, i don't know how to do it at all

and not sure that izit we need to do or not

so i just skip it!

ignore it!

and watever lar...

muahhahahaha~~

for me,

i had done my KOC 3301 assignment!

yessss!!!!!

happy~ happy~ happy maxxxxxxxx now!!!

i'm blogging

2011-02-23T18:58:00.000+08:00

feel so stress for assignment recently

keep rush for the KOC 3301 assignment

not because of the assignment title we can't accomplish

but because of the 30 journals as references that make us headache..

iisssshhhhhh..

30 journals neh...

1 journal at least consist more than 10 pages

how to we read all of that?

haih...

having a nice talk and walk with stephy on monday nite

then we decide go to bukit ekspo at the next day morning,

means tuesday morning

to release our stress

haha...

realize that actually bukit ekspo very nice and

is a nice choice for shooting

hahha...

take a lot of photo by using my camera--TX5

and i realize that actually my camera not so bad as i think

hahah...

thx for stephy =)

nice, right ?

first time be the model.. hah.. nice experience ♥

we found this on the way we go back.. nice! =)

the camera girl of that day, the cutest---

STEPHY HOU!!!!

*clap clap*

ok dy...

should continue fight with my assignment now~

gonna finish it by today!!

Good Luck for all my coursemate ♥

arrrggghhhhhhhh

2011-02-22T12:29:00.000+08:00

fel so tired this few day

keep sleep and still seem like not enuf sleep

spend a lot of time on sleep

and that why my assignment still here..

isshhh...

headache..

dizzy..

all come to me..

where my god?

save me please..

i really wanna do my assignment

but the word in the journal make me fel sleepy

but still gt 30 journals waiting for me!!

arrgggghhhhhhhhh

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

relax mood

2011-02-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

Finally i had done my mid-term test!!!

stress for few days..

(not really very stress actually... hahaha)

but now...

I"M FREE!!!!!!

hohoho~~ feel so relax now...

because all of the burden had took away from my shoulder..

although actually i still have one assignment needs to done before 28th

but i had decided not to worry so much

n Don't want to bother so much...

hehehehe....

i know sure i will regret when i keep rush for it on next week..

heheheh...

but i really needs to take a break now

if not,

maybe i will going to be crazy soon!!!!

♥waiting for my valentine day♥

will skip my class on monday..

heheh...

thx STEPHY for helps me =)

♥coundown-ing: 3 days to go...♥

crazy

2011-02-06T18:57:00.000+08:00

Finally my holiday was end..

i'm now at UPM finally...

well...

actually i really haven't turn off my holiday mood

ya..

I"M STILL ON HOLIDAY MOOD!!

but no choice

i have to come back

have to face to my assignment, my exam

bla bla bla...

after tidy up my "small luggage"

read pengenalan komunikasi korporat a while

i think just 1 page

then i gv up and go take a nap

hehe

after wake up then i open my labtop

and actually wanna start to do my teori exam

unfortunately

i didn't write 1 word in this 2 hours.. @~@

just facebook, facebook and facebook

and now... blogger!!

i want to search for the journal 1

at the 1st second whn i on my labtop

really

but i really dunno how to get it...

so...... =w=

still alone in my room now..

weng yee, mei hwa n natalyn all havent come back yet..

and i think nt so early they come back..

thinking wat i should do now

except homework..

but really nothing../

huh... so boring lar!!!

exam... assignment..

arrghhhhh.. my holiday!!!!!!!

♥countdown: 6 days to go♥

home

2011-01-30T18:18:00.000+08:00

Finally...

I'm at home!!!!!

not reach today...

but stay at home 2 days dy!!

kakakakakak~~

wait for so long time....

countdown everyday..

and finally...

I'M AT HOME!!

my home sweet home...

Everything suppose to be very happy,

perhaps...

but unfortunately,

i'm sick..

isshhhhh.... sick brings away my pretty mood...

i hate to be sick!!!!!

Well...

hope i could recover back before CNY

**pray**

anyway..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR =)

HOLIDAY

2011-01-27T14:28:00.000+08:00

Have a nice reunion with all member of 331 ytd..

weng yee, natalyn, mei hwa, stephy and sukie ♥

order domino pizza as what we usually do, hah..

2 regular pizza, 1 bread-stick, 1 onion ring,

1 hot&spicy chicken wing（i don't think so), 1 crazy crunches

and a bottle of sprite!

we didn't take photo as last time..

but we play poker after eat,heheheh =w=

Learn a new way to play poker, that's --- HEART

thx sukie for teaching us

hahah~

quite fun actually, not bad =)

finally done my E-forum ytd..

hehehe...

feel so relax now..

although I know I shouldn't

because still got 1 assignment needs to pass up on 28th feb

and a "bring-back-hum exam" needs to pass up on 14th feb..

my valentine day T-T

however, i will still skip my valentine day's class.. hahha...

thx shu ying for helps me ♥

Will back home by tomorrow

yeah yeah..

wait it for 1 month already

and finally the holiday is come to me~~ lala~

although it's just a short holiday

and with a lot of HOMEWORK @~@

but i love it too!!

HOLIDAY!!

happy thaipusam

2011-01-20T15:25:00.000+08:00

spends whole day time in my room~

+ + 331 + +

doing nothing in the room..

plans to watch drama..

erm... but not really like the drama much

hohoo~ i prefer SECRET GARDEN ♥

but i had finished it last two days..

haih~~

what should i do now?

any suggestion?

want to activate my t35 account

but unfortunately, I can't open the webpage

maybe something wrong at there

i don't know..

want to comment friend's writing

as what lecturer asks we do

but i really don't know what should I comment..

isshhhhh...

people talks about themself

their family, their hometown, their favourite things

bla bla bla...

what should i comment?

alone in the room now..

a bit lonely..

mei hwa back home

natalyn go shopping

weng yee go dating

stephy hang out with roommate

and HE got class now

until 5pm... =(

phew...

so pity lar me T-T

actually natalyn got asks me go out with her

but me reject

because i want to save my money

hahah~~

hang out too many times recently

and my purse was bleeding

some more i will go out with my sisters on this coming Sunday..

but now i regret alrdy lar

i should go out

at least won't so boring in the room~

and feels so lazy go cafe

sleep until 12pm++

no need have my breakfast

settle my lunch with cup mee

and how about my dinner later?

ishhhh...

lazy lazy lazy!

anyway

i think i should enjoy my holiday~

HAPPY THAIPUSAM =)

♥ countdown-ing : 8 days to go ♥

Secret Garden ♥

2011-01-18T15:36:00.000+08:00

i falls in love with this...

♥ ♥ ♥ SECRET GARDEN!! ♥ ♥ ♥

and....

I FALLS IN LOVE TO HIM!!!

♥ ♥ ♥ 玄彬 ♥ ♥ ♥

A nice drama... must watch it ya... =)

♥ ♥ ♥

shopping

2011-01-15T16:34:00.000+08:00

it's 2nd week I in UPM

still got 2 weeks more I need to stay at here

and then i could back to my home sweet home for CNY's celebration

hehehe....

i'm countdown-ing in every second, hehe

*wink*

went out for shopping yesterday

sungai wang and times square

with my Uni's friends -- shuying, mei hwa, natalyn, sukie, ling khee and choco

actually i just having outing with shu ying and mei hwa

hah~ =p

because although we went out together

but we separate into 2 group

and didn't walk together..

i buy quite a lot of things...

if compare with them, haha...

shu ying buy a lot too...

but all those not for herself @~@

she buy for her mummy, her sister and her friend...

where mine?? ^~^

in the end,

she just buy 1 dress for herself only!

mei hwa just buy few only

because sungai wang and times square not pavilion

haha..... XD

actually i also didn't buy too much of things lar...

just don't know why when compare with them

and I become the "winner"

hah...

bought 4 shirt and 1 pants

just a little bit, right? =w=

Unfortunately, we didn't take any photo for this times

we just keep shopping, shopped shop by shop

and then forget already, hehe..

Although very tired

because didn't sleep well and didn't have enough sleep at the last night

but very happy have a nice outing with them ♥

tomorrow have to go out again~

with another coursemates

* of course got shu ying too ♥ *

but our target not sungai wang or times square

we will go to PWTC

survey for what we wanna sell, our business

we are just finding an excuse to allow ourself go shopping!

ngek ngek ngek ^~^

HAPPY WEEKEND!! ♥

Happy Birthday Dear

2011-01-10T20:53:00.000+08:00

♥ Happy Birthday to You

Happy Birthday to You,

Happy Birthday To My Dear

Happy Birthday to YOU ♥

HAPPY 21th BIRTHDAY!

WISH ALL YOU DREAM COMES TRUE!

♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ♥

The Office

2011-01-05T13:42:00.000+08:00

isshhhhh!!!

feels so tension now

i want die already lar

who can save me, please....

The Office

what is that??!!!

oh my god... please watch the show that I know

at least the show that I heard it before

The Office, I never heard about it before!!

at all!!!!

shiiittttt!

Searching and asking my friends now

ham and joanne ♥ *thanks*

for this moment

i just know it's an american show

have 7 season

don't know how many episode it has

don't know what the show talking about

but I think it mostly talking about office, organization bla bla bla

well....

I think what can i talk to myself is just

"I CAN DO IT!"

stop complaining and figure out the way...

sure got a way for me to solve it

god bless me.... ♥

♥kelly♥

Happy New Year!

2011-01-05T02:53:00.001+08:00

Hello guys..
Dropping by to wish Happy Twenty Eleven everyone :)

How time flies huh.?..
Its 2011 already. In fact, its already the 5th day of 2011.*wink*

Have you reflect your 2010??
Well, if 2010 wasn't the best year of yours, don't worry. In 2011, I'm sure you will make it a year worth remembering :-)

Cheers to the new year and good luck everyone!

♥Joanne♥

Uni's life start again

2011-01-04T14:00:00.000+08:00

2nd day school reopen

and it's 3rd day I come back UPM

maybe just 1 word then can fully describe my life now

~boring~

got class later at 5pm till 9pm

feels so lazy!!

maybe I should hate this stupid time-table

because it make me feels so lazy to attend classes

but on the otherwise

I should love it too

because I can sleep until wake up automatically

no need hear the annoying alarm sound

wakkakakakak~

1st day of study

I can feels the tension already

haih....

I really don't know how to suffer through my sem2

maybe just I too sensitive,

I just haven't turn off my holiday mood

huh... I hope I can do it well~

hopefully..

god bless me...

waiting for Chinese New Year!

because i got 1 week holiday at that time~
heheh....

just come back few days then start wait for holiday already =p

but also waiting for the coming Friday

because HE will come find me

and we will celebrate his birthday together =w=

hope nothing will happen and obstruct our dating~ ♥

happy day n happy memory ♥

2010-12-29T22:11:00.000+08:00

meet vf my darling today~♥

eat cendol as usual what we will do whn we meet

chit chat unstopped because we hv a lot of things to share vf each other..

maybe..? hahah~

we chat until the rain stop in the shop

although we had finish our cendol dy

thn we move our 'pasar' to her hum, hah

(unluckily, i forgot to take photo of cendol ==''')

chat chat chat~

the only things we do at her hum

but i love the moment ♥

so much~

we wont have ntg to talk,

we hv a lot of things to talk

i like it!

really!!

time didn't change our friendship

distance didn't separate both of us

i like the feeling ♥

oh ya

we still gt take some photo

as wat we love to do

ahahahah~

i know it's really hard to get a friendship like this

i really appreciate it

i love u

muacksss!!!

♥ LIFE ♥

学化妆

2010-12-22T16:48:00.000+08:00

整日无所事事

老是不断想着有什么东西可以做

看戏、看戏、看戏

我的人生好像只有看戏可以做了！！

可悲啊~~ ==lll

不过啊

最近让我想到了一个消磨时间的“活动”哦！！

登登登登……

那就是---学化妆啦！！

想想下下个sem好像会有用到化妆

可是我一点也不会！！

所以就来个临时抱佛脚--恶补

有朋友曾经教过我可以尝试一边看着youtube的video

一边慢慢学

所以就上了youtube

找了不少化妆教学的video来看

发现有一个不错的

YG美人教学课室

吧

大概就是这个名了，记不清楚

看看看

看到很像很容易

原本是信心满满的

但是拿起笔来化就是另一回事了……

我的结论：

化妆真的很难！！

救命啊！！

p/s：加油加油！别放弃！！ ishhh.....

无题

2010-12-10T23:33:00.000+08:00

面子书又掀起了骂战

嗯……

或许没那么严重啦……

有人在面子书上为自己的死亡倒数

并且真如面子书上所说的

他亲自结束了自己的生命……

而使他决定当自己生命的刽子手的原因

是他交往了4个月的前女友

嗯……

看到报导时有点傻眼（抱歉）

但事实上他是真的不应该就这样了结自己年轻的生命

或许我们大家都该明白

生命不只存在着爱情

他的离开不知伤害了多少在乎他的人

他不该用太爱作为伤害其他人的借口、武器

但想想

其实我们都没资格去批评他吧

谁不曾为爱做傻事？

不同的是

他做得太极端

看到有些同情他遭遇的人在面子书里批评他的前女友

但我觉得这不会是他所希望看到的

他的遗书里还特别交代别责怪他的前女友

如果真的同情他

为什么就连他小小的遗愿都不愿去遵守？

我们都不懂他们之间到底发生了什么事

感情毕竟是两个人的事情

我们都不懂

既然他已经离开了

就该让他安静的离开，不是吗？

如果真的有下一辈子

希望你不要这么傻了……

安息吧……

1st sem成绩终于出炉了

2010-12-09T18:08:00.000+08:00

成绩终于出炉了！！！

等了那么久，

期盼了那么久，

它

终于出来了 <3

刚刚收到淑莹的简讯时就赶快打开电脑来check

紧张紧张~~

结果去到student portal,

那里却显示 'There is no record' ==lll

到底是怎么一回事啊？？

我考到怎么样？？

很多问号在脑海里，

传了封简讯给淑莹，

她拨了通电话给我，

并教我要到哪里、怎样检查……

最后当然是查到了啦！

For Stephy : 谢谢你！爱死你了！

emmm...

成绩还算满意！！ <3

不过当然希望下次的成绩会更好

如果可以的话就爬上去1st class吧！！哈哈~

加油加油！

（说说罢了，每次都懒惰读书，怎么爬上去1st class啊??！

---反省中--- ）=p

总而言之现在真的轻松多了！

很开心！！！ =）

至少不用再天天到student portal “报到”

数目字不断地出现在脑海里

天天在想自己不懂考得怎么样……

呼……

轻松了……

！！！开心！！！

何韻詩 - Shampoo

2010-11-27T18:12:00.000+08:00

说真真的

2010-11-21T10:04:00.000+08:00

说真真的

还蛮想念你们的，朋友 <3

话虽如此

我还是希望开学的日子不要太快来

哈哈哈哈~~~

那么就一起期待我们的关丹之旅吧！

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

在家的日子

2010-11-20T17:35:00.000+08:00

回到家差不多快一个星期了！！

这代表我已经脱离大学第一个sem的生活了！

时间过得还真是快啊

就这样就一个sem了

再多5个sem我就能毕业了！！

哈哈哈哈哈……

考完了大考，回到了家

才觉得家里真的很好！！

要去哪里就去哪里

要看戏就看戏

要睡觉就睡觉

而且最重要的是……

要蜜瓜有蜜瓜！！！

去了大学那么久，

真的超想念蜜瓜的！

（大学的蜜瓜不好吃，超硬！！）

现在的生活真的超幸福！

看电视都不会有罪恶感,哈哈哈……

不会看看下想到考试

不会看看下觉得很内疚

一点都不会！

真的超幸福的！！

再过几天就会到kuantan玩了！

很期待

跟大学的几位比较要好的朋友一起去玩

哈哈……

超兴奋

真的希望这样的日子别太快过完……

幸福幸福…… <3

额外加场：

感谢他把我送回家 ^^

p/s: jia you for your competition and good luck =)

fast fast come back lar~

don't forget i book whole your dec dy, ngek ngek ngek =p

长大了

2010-11-01T20:18:00.000+08:00

回到家也已经有差不多6天了……

但其实基本上是只有3天，

因为在回到家的第二天又赶下去KL

直到星期六晚上才回来……

事实上，这不是假期，

哈哈……

这是study week <3

但其实一点书都没动到，

哈~~有啦。。

如果在医院翻的那6个slide(一页）

也算有读的话，

那么我有读一点点啦…… =p

不过管他的！

先享受假期再说呗……

呵呵呵 ^0^

今天到小学拿食物给弟弟吃，

刚巧今天二校彩排毕业典礼呢！

呆呆等了将近半小时，

（彩排延迟了下课时间）

听着他们一遍又一遍地唱着毕业歌

“六年时光转眼飞逝，

许多感触在我心间，

一同游戏，一同学习，

多少欢乐，多少回忆……

再见再见，深深再见,

祝福你们，再见再见……”

它让我想起了我的小学生活，

想一想，

离开小学生涯也已经有了差不多8年，

原来自己“大”了酱多 ^^

去到小学的厕所，

发现以前对我而言很高的洗手盆竟然矮了那么多??!!

原来是自己高了……哈~~

真的长大了，

再过几年就要出来面对社会，

该“shang xing” 了鲁……

再见了，小学的郑可荔，

我会继续努力的！！

加油 ^~^

给你

2010-10-13T22:21:00.000+08:00

心情很不好，

超级！

就算是我错了，

你又必要用这种语气去伤害我们吗？

难道你真的认为自己一丁点错也没有？

为什么在你世界里永远就只有你对没有我们对？

为什么你总是认为自己没错而将所有的错推给别人？

难道是我们活该忍受你的大小姐脾气？

你永远都只接受好话，

拒绝坏话。

可是你有没有想过，

好话是好听，

但未必真实。

忠言逆耳这名词难道你就是不懂吗？

你总是希望大家能够分担你的痛苦，

我们都愿意替你承担，

只是我恨不明白，

你有必要把自己的生活搞得那么悲、那么累吗？

为什么你总是不能明白什么叫做放松、看开？

为什么你要把自己绷得紧紧？

那对你有什么好处？

我无解，更是无奈。。

如果你真的认为自己是对的，

我真的无话可说，

无话可说！

你好自为之！

对不起，因为我的多管闲事。

对不起，因为我说了不好听的话。

如果这是你所希望。

Our night. .♥ panda couple ♥

2010-09-03T03:20:00.000+08:00

现在已经是凌晨3:06am了

为什么我还没有睡呢？

因为我的darling要开夜车，

所以我就舍命陪君子吧。。

哈哈哈。。

不会还好啦，

不会很累，

但明天就不懂啦~~

kerli

我已经90%做完了！！

剩下的明天去学校才能做。

所以，我们现在可以上床睡觉啦！♥

可怜的我，明天还要早起！

不像你！！可以睡到太阳晒到你的屁股才起床！！！

哼！！

不要坐在我后面偷看我打字，还一直讲我打错字！

我恨大压力！！

拿，还你啦！♥

Joanne

好心情

2010-08-26T23:47:00.000+08:00

原本今天心情还好~

最大的原因应该就是要上夜课吧。。

九点到十一点呃！

要我的命咩?

不过很庆幸自己有去上课。

牺牲了休闲时间，

换来了好心情！

超值得的！！！

成绩出了！！

原本忐忑不安的心情定了下来。

而成绩是超乎我的意料的！！

超开心！

不过我知道还需要更努力，

因为这只是开始吧了~~

再加上明天放假！

星期六放假！

星期日放假！

呵呵呵~~

我有连续3天的假期呃！！！

而且还可以见到“他”，

难得啊~~

哈哈~~

当然还有的就是跟淑莹去gai gai啦

shopping shopping <3

她有超级重大的任务，

登登~~

就是陪我去买化妆品啦~~ ^~^

没办法，要用到，

我又不会。。。 =（

长到二十岁酱大，

才觉得自己做女人做到那么失败 =S

我竟然完全不会化妆！

而她们竟然每个都会。。

呜呜呜~~

不过算了算了~

就从现在开始努力吧！

加油 ^~^

超·级·开·心！！

=）

^~^

p~~/s: 331 之花, 今天若没有拿到course queen就别想进门！hoho =）~~

考试周

2010-08-19T16:20:00.000+08:00

还有一科！

加油！！

无题

2010-08-17T19:05:00.000+08:00

今天又考完了一科。。

昨天考的两科自己还满意。。

（希望跟我想的别落差太大）

今天考的呢。。

唉。。惨不忍睹啊~~

不过也只能怪自己太紧张了！！

不过算了吧，

都已经成为事实了 T^T

希望别太烂。。拜托。。

接下来还有两科 >.<

可是我的心已不在考试上了啊~~

得快快把它抓回来才行！！

media还好，

至少会有动力去读吧。

但TITAS就真的是omg了。。 =（

我完全不想去看它。。

可是我却不能逃避它。。。

而且啊，

今天才发现，

其实还有很多assignment在等着我。。 T-T

救命啊~~

怪自己之前太懒了。。

现在得拼命赶啊赶~~

但不知道为什么自己现在还在写这一大堆废话 =p

哈哈哈哈哈~~

登登~~

上了UPM，我发现最常陪在我身旁的就是它了！

但久了后，

我发现。。。

我爱面包多过饼干。。 ~.~

我的第三把雨伞又阵亡了！！

全被我“潇洒”地

丢了。

刚刚买了第四把。。

希望它能陪着我久一点!!

外提：

如果谁有兴趣来UPM做生意，

不妨考虑卖雨伞。

生意应该会不错哦 ^~^

下雨了^^

如我和淑莹所愿。。

太棒了！

但。。

开心归开心，

该是时候啃书了。。。

bye bye~

Random

2010-08-15T17:56:00.000+08:00

Hello all...

The blog owner is currently busy with her examination, so she was forced to neglect her blog for some times..
THUS.. I am here to entertain you guys.. HAHAHA..

Okay la.. I am actually kinda bored here..
Its pouring outside.. Cooling weather.. Nice to sleep huh? Hehe
How time flies huh?? Its now Sunday.. There goes the weekend..
I've been sleeping and eating all the time during my weekend..
FAT!!!
Hows your weekend???

Mega sales is here!!!!! Have you guys go for shopping??
I've been shopping like hell the past 2 weeks..
Money went off like paip water.. ISHHHH
Kelly also went for shopping.. Purse was bleeding as well.. ahahahahahha

What to do?? We are GIRLS!! and girls always can't resist the temptation of buying pretty stuffs.. LOLz *rolling on the floor*

Alright.. Gonna ciao now..
A nice song for all of you..
Wish you guys had a great weekend..
Have a blast =)

Love,
♥ Joanne ♥

新的一页，新的post

2010-08-13T15:50:00.000+08:00

觉得自己很坏，

明明没上课，

但却打死都不动书，

不动assignment..

就算要考试了，要交了。。

可是今天的我真的什么也不想做，

或许唯一想做的就是大哭一场。

但不想自己变得懦弱，

更知道自己没有生气的权利。。

拼命地找东西做

edit blog, edit photo...

接下来救show show今天的成品吧。。

或许不是很美，

但就将就下吧。。

因为还不是很会有美图秀秀 =w=

special for my darling <3

想念一起聊心事的那一天。。

一起吃晚餐外加snow ice ^^

~~darling你在哪里？~~

~~我很不开心neh....T^T~~

登登~~

这就是我啦~~ = v =

接下来是献给最坏的你，

竟然在今天丢下我。。。。。。

坏人！！

不写了，该是时候读书了。。

30/7/2010

2010-07-30T17:51:00.000+08:00

i'm so boring here...
izit tis cal normal Uni life?
i cant find anything do nw...
no class whole day..
after settle my PTPTN, i bak rum, keep sleep sleep, snd sleep...
actually i havent done my assignment...
i dunno how to start at all!!
have to pass up on 26 august
omg@@
i cant believe that i havent start do it X.X
god... save me pls... T^T

i spent half of the days to settle my PTPTN stuff...
HALF DAY!!
i go there at 7am, n i thiunk i reach there around 7.30pm..
bt A LOT of ppl sit at there n waiting alrdy!
i cant imagine it... i reli curious wat time they go wait at there..
i tot i'm the earlier...
finally i seetle all around 12pm..
n i walk bak to my kolej frm there...
walk@@
so tired n sweating

2ml will go out vf my dear ^^
i cant wait for it.. hope time pass quickly now..
hahahaha... *i know cant lar sure*
then sunday gonna meet vf my darling n my sis...
hoho... so happy^^
wait for me ya <3

have to bath now...
it's raining now... i think water will be very cold...
bye bye, world...
tat's all today^^

greeting from Joanne

2010-07-25T22:28:00.001+08:00

Hello folks...

This is Joanne.. Am 1st time writing here.. =)

Okay.. Had a nice video conversation with Kelly Tea Ker Li aka ~~this blog owner~~..

Tada!!! The picture of the day...*smiling evilly*

The three of US ♥

HAhahah...
Just ignore me.. I am too bored... LMAO...

(♥ Joanne ♥)

update

2010-07-18T21:04:00.003+08:00

2nd week in UPM..
well... actually everything is ok nw...
just still feel tired although orientation week pass alrdy..
start kuliah dy.. bt actually i hv no any mood to study right now..
juz attend kuliah, sit n look at the lecturer for 2 hours then bak..
i dunno wat i'm doing nw... feeling like wasting time.. do stupid ting..
i hate it! N i hope i wil "get well soon"~~

erm... actually UPM quite nice...
if we juz ignore the hostel tat i stay nw n the toilet in my hostel @@
everyday nid take bus go to my study place...
nid to wake early, cz bus will be full soon..
mean tat i nid wake up at 6am+ to rdy myself then go waot bus dy...
bus too pack.. n i hate it too..
bt i hv no choice.. bcz my faculty is too far away frm my kolej..
n i cant go there by no.11 bus.....
morning still ok.. bt i hate to take bus on evening...
bcz most of us will be bak to our kolej on evening...
n the bus is pack like~~@@
n i hv to turn 1 round to bak my kolej..
bcz my faculty is 1st station bt my kolej is the last station...

some lecturer also gv us assignment n ask us start do it dy also...
bt i have no idea abt it!!
nvr do assignment.. i dunno the format, dunno wat should i do!!

bak hum last few day.. bt i nid spent 2 hours to reach titiwangsa frm my skol!!
take rapid kl to ktm serdang,
then take ktm to kl sentral,
then take monorail frm kl sentral to titiwangsa...
so tired!! n i nid bak hum by myself at titiwangsa... juz alone.
i hate it! i hate the feeling to be alone!
i hate the feeling of lonely..
i will cant control myself to cry T-T

miss my fren n family so much right now~~ <3

my bday

2010-06-26T21:41:00.003+08:00

juz pass my 20th bday last few days... 23/6
bt i dun feel it was a memorable birthday...
because i cry whole nite on my bday..
because of SOMEONE...

bt nvm... at least i still h my lovely honey-- JUNQI
thx for ur "special" spaghetti...
i think i will nvr meet such a special spaghetti tat u cook =p hah..
i think u juz wan to make me happy because u noe i cry whole nite...
thx for u for wat u hv done for me...
sincerely... i'm fel so touch...
altot becum ur "ban ban" =)
after ate, we hv a nice n memorable pillow talk...
we talk many... i like it n i love it ♥

then thx to IRENE too..
thx go cendol vf us together ^^
n for sure... thx u help me a lot...
especially help me take my cert n form go sah..
n thx u rent out ur ear for me whn i'm stress or upset..
thx thx...

i love both of u ^^ ♥

p/s: i update my blog as wat i had promise dy ^^ altot i'm late.. heh =)

没什么，只是废话❤

2010-06-14T16:50:00.002+08:00

好久没有update我的部落格了！！
现在看看下，很想改变下部落格的layout..
可是有忘了website @@
俊琦俊琦，快点来救我吧。。。T-T

昨天刚买了一架新laptop，
是爸爸买给我带去读书时用的。
不错咯，自己挺喜欢它的外形。。
可是价钱却超过了预算。。
想想爸爸昨天一次过出了五千块买laptop给我和阿菱，
心里有点内疚。。因为不久后爸爸又得出一大笔钱。。。。。
爸爸·妈妈，对不起。。因为老是在花你们的钱。。
我爱你们。。❤

听妍雯讲IPTA的成绩会在18号公布。。很紧张 0~0

肩膀

2010-04-10T16:58:00.002+08:00

冷战了,已经是第几天了?好像快五`六天了..
有人问过我,为什么可以生气他这么久,
其实这并不是我想要的..
我也好想事情过了就算了,
只是我真的做不到..
我要的很简单,我不要求你做多么难堪的事,
我只想要你在我生气的时候哄哄我,
我知道我已经不是小孩,
但我就是喜欢你哄我啊,难道我错了吗?
你不哄我,我就找不到理由去原谅你,就算心里已原谅也一样..
好多天没跟你说话了,
好多天没听着你乱扯一大堆乱七八糟的故事入眠了,
我知道我很孩子气,要你每晚讲故事哄我睡,
但你知不知道,
你这一个小小的举动都会让我感到很幸福...
我们约定彼此都要为对方改变,
我改了,但你呢?
我爱你,所以我愿意改变这样的自己,
那你不愿改变是因为你不够爱我吗?
我知道爱情不需要改变,
爱情是需要接纳...
如果挖能接纳那样的你,
那么你能接纳这样的我吗?不能
不想要无止静的争吵,所以我门约定改变,
但改变的只有我,
而你却因为我的改变而得寸进尺,变本加厉,
难道这也是我的错?
我相信我爱你是正确的决定,
就算有许多不看好的眼光,
我依然爱你,相信爱你是正确,相信你是我今生的依靠,
但为什么直到现在,
我仍然找不到,
找不到那可让我依靠的你的肩膀?

我的阿公阿嬷

2010-03-29T20:06:00.003+08:00

三年了,时间不长但也不短.过了明天,我公公就已经离开我们三年了.算一算,阿嬷也离开了将近四年.时间真快,现在想想,那好像是才刚发生不久的事情..

阿嬷的离开,就像是一场暴风雨,毫无预警地,事前更是风平浪静的.就在一个早上,谁也料不到的,她离开了我们,离开了她辛苦几十年的世界,离开她经营了几十年的家庭,离开了她的疼痛,奔向无病无痛的世界.就像是一场暴风雨,带给我们的震撼是无法用言语形容的.看着一双双红通通的眼睛,看着小孩门天真的笑颜,再看看阿嬷沉睡的脸,突然间我想回到过去,突然间我问自己为什么我要长大.或许没经历过,所以当第一次尝到失去亲人的感觉,我回觉得害怕,那种感觉是不真实的,或许是潜意识里我不断告诉自己那是一场梦,一场恶梦.从来没想过会有那么一天,我后悔,后悔当初没多与阿嬷相处,更后悔老是叛逆不听她的话,我真的很后悔,可是没用了.不过没关系,我相信阿嬷会看到的,我会努力改过,努力读书,戴着四方帽从大学门槛踏出来,我相信她一定会在天上看着我的!

阿公的离开不是暴风雨型,是海啸,是有预警的.在阿嬷离开后,我总觉得他很孤单,他没哭,可是我老是觉得他在哭,或许是心理作用吧..他患上胃癌,已经是末期了,听爸爸说,就连医生都已交代要做好心理准备.他让二叔把阿公带回家,因为他说留在医院也没用了,倒不如让他回家.在阿公接受检查前,他对叔叔说,如果他真的有癌症,就让他安乐死.没次想到这句话,我心中就会莫名其妙地感到伤痛.但是,我们是自私的,我们谁也没那么做,因为我们不想失去,因为我们坚持地相信奇迹出现.我在阿公家待了一个月,看着他的身体每况愈下,看着他就连上厕所也无法靠自己完成,看着他时好时坏,慢慢地无法吞食,开始要抽痰等等..就连医生都在深夜里进出阿公家好几回.就有一天,阿公突然很精神,我们轮流陪他说话,第一次觉得自己很阿公是亲近的,因为阿公很少跟我们说话,印象中,他是寡言的.他告诉我做人不要太计较,对别人好,别人也会对我好,他还说别太相信别人,因为就算是跟自己最要好的人也会背叛自己.他说他想要整家人一起吃饭,还不断拿钱给我们,叫我们隔天去打包,把所有人叫回来一块吃饭.但过了几天,熟睡的我被叫醒,那是宁静的凌晨.我下楼,看到叔叔哭,我就已经知道了.我想哭,因为我失去了阿公.可是我有感到很安慰,因为阿公被病魔折磨了这么久,终于得到了解脱.

我相信现在他们在某一个地方,一定生活得很好,一定..更相信,他们会一直看着我们.我们会加油!安息吧,阿公阿嬷.我爱你们.

无题

2010-03-27T20:38:00.002+08:00

好无聊,好想玩,好想旅行,好想走走,好想疯狂购物,好想这,好想那, 贪心的我,呵呵^^

好累,好想休息,好想罢工,好想妹妹快学会驾车,好想多一点睡眠时间@@

好想念上学时间,虽然有点无趣,但至少有整班朋友一起癫,哈哈..好想念一起搞活动的日子,一起商量隔天要不要ponteng,一起玩真心话大冒险,一起聊八卦,一起庆祝生日,一起补习,一起吵闹的日子...

老了,突然怀念过去..

如果当初的我没做这样的选择

2010-01-23T22:56:00.003+08:00

不知道是一时冲动还是什么,
我把过去的POST全洗光光了!!
好的回忆,不好的回忆,都洗了,或许内心有那么一点忘掉过去的希望.
心情不是一点糟,而是超级糟..

分手,我提了,
如果真的要原因,我说不出,
只是觉得很多东西很烦,而你却很忙,很不了解我.
我不知道自己要什么,不知道自己想怎样,
虽然我知道,
后悔的机率几乎百分只九十九,复合机率百分之九十,
但我还是提出了,
我不是在玩,只是想搞清楚..
虽然我知道,这样的我不是很糟,
而是超级糟...

我讨厌现在的工作,
它让我感觉自己一无是处,
别人忙得翻天覆地,而我只能呆在一旁,
不说手,手指都插不进..
我讨厌没用的自己,
我不想发现自己没用的那一面,
它让我厌恶..
很糟..
但是我却连跳糟的机会也都没有..

你不懂,却说懂,
最想你懂,但你永远不懂..
不懂也罢,只想你陪,
但永远永远,
陪我的都不是你..
你要我体谅,
我体谅你工作时间的无法分身,
但我无法体谅你的休息时间的"忙"

如果当初我选择的不是中六,或许这一切都不同了..